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how not to prepare for upsc cse

  “I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.” ―   Thomas A. Edison you see it becomes quite easy to initiate a conversation by indulging in quoting the quotes: you manage to break the ice and you happen to sail with a slight to further  the discussion. also, keeping in mind the audience, the context and the unsophisticated environ. all account for tits and bits in condescending sense to something as vague an entity like in our case 'preparing for cse', the joke is every year we need fresh bunch of achievers to precisely retell the same method with disproportionate patterns or may be vice-versa. nonetheless, nobody ever required the itinerary for what could possible not be the obvious preparation tactics. now, that i've set our grounds clear lets just begin what should have been in most natural way rather than the categorised headlines but in slight humane way,' how not to prepare for cse upsc'. before actually starting i believe it woul...

THE DEBATES: I COULDN'T SPEAK IN

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<the debates: I couldn't speak in>                       debate#1    I know not the date but this was something I wrote in hopes of receiving warm concluding claps and appreciation: none of  it happened. So, this is reverse travelling of my trials and failures in the debate competitions. Debate#1 happened circa 2016, when confidence had just picked up on me. The problem with me at that point of time was, I just couldn't face the crowd! I could be wonderful orator, curator and what not but for few, the moment I was put in the light of crowd; camera; etcetera, my throat would choke, I could only stam..stamm...stammer!!! Embarrassments for the teachers and mentors was always the outcome. I never could understand that why I would always underperform when and where I was expected to outdo myself. Amusing fact about me is that, this particular write-up was written for a gig in which i had never enrolled for. I ha...

The Starry Night

Till my  time comes Let me gleam into the gloomy skies Dive into the unsettling tides The certain uncertain wide Where fears evaporate ,& thoughts precipitate, & when my time comes Let me recluse into the starry nights -visheshan98-

Sannate

  yeh sannate jo aaj hai yahan yeh pehli baar hai kaha ki yeh duriyan ho darmiyaan paas hokar bhi raha sabse meelo ka faslaa anjaan ho koi apna kisi apne se hi janab yeh pehli baar kaha ki duriyan ho darmiyaan