THE DEBATES: I COULDN'T SPEAK IN
<the debates: I couldn't speak in> debate#1 I know not the date but this was something I wrote in hopes of receiving warm concluding claps and appreciation: none of it happened. So, this is reverse travelling of my trials and failures in the debate competitions. Debate#1 happened circa 2016, when confidence had just picked up on me. The problem with me at that point of time was, I just couldn't face the crowd! I could be wonderful orator, curator and what not but for few, the moment I was put in the light of crowd; camera; etcetera, my throat would choke, I could only stam..stamm...stammer!!! Embarrassments for the teachers and mentors was always the outcome. I never could understand that why I would always underperform when and where I was expected to outdo myself. Amusing fact about me is that, this particular write-up was written for a gig in which i had never enrolled for. I ha...